nice river.. not sure for fishes. . but ewhh,... look at the pollution yonder..

medival castle...

hotel madonna...

haha.... lovely flowers... lame..

HUGE PLATE for a small hand..

the lovely bamboo outside th '5 star restaurant'

the GRAND hotell.// lol...

my bed!! the 'scenic' view from my bedroom.

this gigantic flag would have looked better with my face on it..

she will forever stay a part in my life. just the day after i went to malaysia for a 1 day trip with my father n his customer. i took some really interesting pictures. have a look..

real interesting car plate numbers..

look closely at the number plate n the car!!.. ' WREAK 4282

a GIGANTIC exhaust.

a tree with a notice in malay(not user friendly) on it that says what? ' watch out falling birdshit!!'

Tribute

i'm sitting here after 2 days of thought.. how fragile life is. whether it's a sittuation or a cause it does happen.. but i could definitely have done something about it.. 15-5-03 to 12-10-07 they always say an owner noes his pet best.. n in this last few weeks of her's all she wanted was for me to spend time with her. her last moments as i sensed were really happy i held on untill i felt life leave her body. i wonder if you've been in such a situation before but i fet her get light. in a sense that something important something has left. in the middle of my garden now lies an empty cage. the flowers are wilting around the cage n my plants seem to feel a lost as well. their leaves r drooping in such a sad way i wonder if they sensed the lost of an important presence too. when i come home now emptiness greets me. i dun't hear the once cheerfull chirpy sound. she was who i turned to in troubles . when i had a quarrell in the family or felt really bored or just lost my meaning in life., i would stroke her delicate body.. she brought me peace and a sense of security.. i was watching movies on the com n when i went out to check her. she was already flopped on the cage bottom.. lifeless not moving. i thought she was dead but as i picked her up she turned her head n looked at me. my keyboard is now wet with tears. tears of anger and sadness n this grief that nobody understands.. i cradled her to tree in laid her on the grass.. as her grave neared completion she looked at me and 5 seconds later left me. i know i have not been a very good master. i could feel her gratitude towards me. though mature and an adult i felt her lifespan could have been prolonged should i have brought her to a vet. it's useless blaming myslef now even though i do. she has left me forever. nothing else can take her place. unstopable tears run down my face now. i feel so sad. can you help me.? shannon told me that everything comes n goes. i feel comforted. but i just break down again when yet another flood of memories come back to me. little parrot is resting now. i realise how much i have been neglecting her.. there r no recent pictures of her . it always seemed to me that it was not only fishes in the fish tank that died. parrots dogs.. they get sick too. i m fast breaking down.. see me on the outside n i ook okay but deep down i'm really hurt.. help me someone. there r more i want to say but it's just too pain full for me to go on. i'll stop here. rest in peace my little parrot 'peter'.

"All the world’s a stage and the people are merely actors."
Shakespeare couldn't have said it better.Ever noticed? People just go through day by day acting in their own drama serial, but it's never them. Laugh in school, cry at home. Every day, it's just a cycle that they go through for the sake of it.And then they ask what's the meaning of life. Ha, the irony of it.


TAKEN FROM MISSKON"S BLOG

i was thinkin about it.. n its so true.. something happened today.. n its like . i'm shocked. god is always there for me.. he's tellin me he's dere.. but it's all whether i want to believe it anot. i m seriously worried for my exams somehow i noe i haven't done will ... izzit because of the time cut down on studying. ? i dunno n i dun't want to think about it anymore.. wads the use thinkin bout something thats over..?
but all the same. i cannot help thinkin about it.. i want all my problems to be settled easy n fast .. troubles come n go .. there'll be a new trouble for each day.. but it's how i take it n how well i handled it.. okay . goin revise for my physics tmr.. n hit the stack.. goodnight.

yo!! haha alvin is sooo sweet .. still put link to my blog.. lol deres nothin here to read.. :) nope nothin .. no stead no nothin.. haha. take a pic a me smokin g later.. lol. it's bad for health!! .. seroiusly bad!! .. x-rated.. growing up is a fun yet sian thingy.. have to compete wif others .. haha. needa flirt. or be labelled as 'no- one want.. ' viceroy. mentholsss...s..s.s.s....s.s.s... zz.z.z.z.z .. i AA 2 times yesterday. first time since in a very long long time.. since ddr supernova 2 arrived.. wad i did..? change to left pad.. haha.. thats makes me AA.. alright.. off to lot lehrr.. later then post again.. :) smiles smiles... to me , myself. hahahahaha.. lame. i crap too much..

tooday'ss piece..!! :)

hoi .. lol i'm very lazy to type.. gonna pia arcade aft thursday's physics.. i felt i did rather badly for all other exams . but well i guess its over now. i just have to concentrate next year.. :) lol nobodi reads this blog anyway.. sho siann... then i saw the goolge add to ask me for permission to post on my blog .. then 18 n above.. why do we 14 year olds be still treated lyk little kids.. dun understand. even chers in sch ask us to fa2 zhan4 as a punishment. for me its always push upss... n fazlin loves givin me push ups to do .. every single thing n yuri down 50.. i did the clap 1 .. n she said 'dun show off!! another 50' okay lorr... den watch out . if she say 50 down but never say start dun start for goodness sake.. !!.. no count.. rude chers in sch who dun give a damn about students.. they want to walk past a noisy crowd of sec 2s.. n dun even noe how to say excuse me.. actually.. i love most of my chers.. they rockxx so much !!/.. fazlin made my eng so much more interesting mr ong made physics fun !! mr koh,, made math a time for play .. !! .. okay .. funny .. why did i type fazlin instead of Miss fazlin.. lol. they wun be reading my blog anyway.. i can't believe it.. my ddr is ok ok on the pro side n my level lose to ppl who r lousier than me.. no fair lor... its not achieve mens... but ehh.,.. playin more times.. sianss... i'll push my ddr.n jam my piano.. !!. PUSH N SUCCEED IN LIFE!!

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CASTING CROWNS

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours